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........ [08 Dec 2005|11:39am]
Maze broken
She’s runnin’
Feet swollen
He’s commin’
She’s stolen
And before he even knows it she’s gone.
Tea cups sittin’ on the hollow tree stumps
He’s dumped, and can’t seem to swallow these lumps
The best goes on…

Same fire
New passion
Old flame
Trade it in for a summer fling
There’s nothing like that sweet old song…

Tip over
Root the trees
Bend the leaves
Blend in with the open wound
The freeze frames keep him warm…

The day’s frost is scrapped off the weight loss
The new sign that says keep off
As he speeds off into the storm…

Out of sight the lighting strikes him twice
He’s peeking out on the pike and cheatin life
Pealing out on the lawn

Now he’s idling
His time is dwindling
In his mind he’s figuring out life’s about the little things
And his labyrinth
And all his magnificent can only keep the mike straps
The princess is innocent
She doesn’t belong…

(I never thought I’d miss you)

They had a ceremony where he put her in a bridle, the headstall…
She stop to think for a minute, and in a split second went a wall.

(I never thought I’d miss you)

He draws in the chin as in a expression of resentment or scorn

He’s pullin’ on the rains, the bridle, the shower the storm
The maze, the high tower, clouds are at war…
The rains, the bridle, the shower, the storm…
The maze, high tower, clouds are at war…
The rains, the bridle, the shower, the storm…
The maze, the high tower, clouds are at war, clouds are at war, clouds are at war…

(I never thought I’d miss you)
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HOLLY CRAP [30 Nov 2005|11:28am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Snuggle-Atmosphere ]

So guess what i was sitting today in photo and i was thinking what ever happened to live journal...? so i decided to check this shit out and guess whut you're still here.... YEY so i've decided to start writting in here AGAIN!!! after a break from you for a year almost....DAMN how you been let me kno who still reading, who still cares, what's going on in your world, do you care what's going on in mine, and should i start up writing in here again?

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[27 Dec 2004|07:37pm]
ok so i'm back a little...today is happy b-day to me....got a little greenery...went to work....got a little more greenery at lunch....worked sum more...and then got a little more...its good stuff....i'm really not all that excided about it....i actually woke up today thinking it was tuesday already....this whole day is worthless...
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[16 Aug 2004|08:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | scottie doesn't know-eurotrip soundtrack ]

Ok haven't updated in awhile but now i'm gunna....i went the the vex show on friday...i was awesome, the boils and the vex rocked my sox off...i saw evan who i haven't seen in ages...saw erik but he wasn't having a good time cuz the gaslighter had a security issue...supposedly two rival skinhead gangs were gunna show up and he had to work both front and back so he was spazzing out....then after the show i hung out with amanda and danielle which was groovy...we went out looking for boys but found none cuz it was 12 o'clock...then on saturday i went to work and dorian was flippin out cuz he thought i forgot about his party...but i didn't i've been wanting to go to that party for a week...work actually went by super quick cuz i was working with monica...then after count out monica went home and i got bored cuz i wasn't working the cash register so i had nothing to do....BUT eric found a bunch of stickers and we decided to decorate one of the cd carts...it looks beautiful to say the least....then i went to dorians' party....it was alrighty....monica was totaly buzzed in under 5 seconds a new record...so she went of on her marry way...then i hooked up with this guy alex....saw TOO WAMP play and dorian has awesome vocals...then i got home at 2...this pist my mom and dad off so now they wanna revoke my work permit so the only good thing that i have going on in my life right now i won't be able to do...don't you just love my parents, yeah i don't....

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[10 Aug 2004|09:37pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | sex pistols-anti-christ ]

ok so yeah i haven't had anytime to update lately...but any who....yeah i'm seriously deeply in love with my job...seriously it's awesome...my ankley is still pretty fucked up but i'll man up...i think i'm going to the gaslighter on friday cuz tommy said i should...i tried to invite nana but of course she backs out...ok now i'm going to vent here a little and if you don't like it well just don't read this...so ever since nana went to oregon actually a little before then she doesnt care about the plans she makes with me, i mean i try to come and hang out with her but you gotta take the bus and i never have any money...normally i'd figure a way out but my leg is seriously messed up...today juszt finally pist me off completly...so i call her and she's not home(of course at annalisas' cuz thats her bestest friend now and she's SO FUCKING EMO!!!) anyway so i call her on her cell phone and i talk to her and ask if she's still goin with me to the gaslighter on friday and she's like no no i can't anymore blah blah BLAH!!! so i ask her if she wants to hang out before she goes up to gilroy and her response "well i guess if u want..." OMG....i almost hag the urge to go over the phone and beat the shit out of her....all fucking time shes complaining about how i don't fucking hang out with her and shit and now i want to and she gives me this shit well i've got 2 words for you...FUCK OFF....she pist me off sooo bad and completly ruined my good day...so i gues how its gunna go is im gonna pick up my money from her on friday and then not speak to her...i'm soo frustrated right now...really wanna strangle some one...and i didn't even get a chance to finish what i had to say to her cuz my retarded mother turned off the phone on me....GOD FRUSTRATION IS BOILING UP LIKE YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!

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[06 Aug 2004|10:52am]
Grrrr I'm soooo bored, its only 11 am but i know today will sux, i'm possitive like that you see...had a dream about sara and her coming back or sumthing like that...she was yelling and screaming that she doesn't live with her parentals and has a casa of her own and all...now it comes down to this me watching dawsons creek, i hate that show and yet now it seems so interesting...hit my leg in the middle of the night and woke up in intense pain...yeah fun times like you wouldn't believe...can't wait to go to work tomorrow...can't wait til PR:04...Sept.5 WOO WOO!!! get to see chester....happi thoughts...i really have nuttin else to write about....but i'm sooo bored....what to do?!?!?!?!?
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[05 Aug 2004|08:50pm]
ok sooo see how bored i was.....


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You
What is your full name::Patrycia Rudawski
Spell your first name backwards::Aicyrtap
Date of birth::12/27/87
Male or female::female
Astrological sign::capricorn
Nicknames::Patty, Peppermint, Patty McLane, Pattycake, stich, sally
Occupation::Tower Cashier
Height::5'10"
Weight::151
Hair color::brownish
Eye color::brownish
Where were you born::poland
Where do you reside now::california
Age::16
Screen names::plastikfarie
E-mail addy::greasybutterfly@aol.com
What does your screen name stand for::i don't really know
What is your greatestjournal name::i have a livejournal-drainedoll
What does your greatestjournal name stand for::i don't know, i really don't think about this
Pets::none
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake::16
Piercings::ears
Tattoo's::none
Shoe size::9
Righty or lefty::righty
Wearing::care bears wife beater, shorts, underoo's, glasses, and jellies
Hearing::sublime-summertime
Feeling::pain-my leg is all fucked up
Eating/drinking::none
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love::yes
How many people have you said:one
How many people have you been in REAL love with::one
How many people have you kissed::a bunch
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex::yes
How many people have you dated::hmmmm....7
What do you look for in a guy/girl::humor, same personal intrests, and my ability to get along with them
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex::their hands/arms and then eyes
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for::don't have a type
Do you have a crush right now::yes
If so who is it::secret....DUH
Do you believe in love at first sight::infatuation at first sight
Do you remember your first love::yes
Who is the first person you kissed::adrian
Do you believe in fate::yes
Do you believe in soul mates::yes
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours::yes
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have::1
What are your siblings names::Eric
What are your parents names::Kris and Grace
How many siblings does your mother have::2
How many siblings does your father have::2
Where are your parents from::Poland
Is your family close::a little
Does your family get together for holidays::sometimes
Do you have a drunk uncle::YES
Any medical problems run through your family::heart attacks
Does someone in your family wear a toupee::nope
Do you have any nieces or nephews::yes
Are your parents divorced::yes
Do you have step parents::yeah
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family::yup
Did some of your family come to America from another country::all
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life::there are sooo many
What's the most embarrassing cd you own::spice girls
What's the best cd you own::Linkin Park-Hybrid Theory
What song do you absolutely hate::anything by avril
Do you sing in the shower::yes
What song reminds you of that special someone::miss you-blink 182
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink::get the party started
Aerosmith::J-J-J-Jaded
Madonna::somethings coming over me, my baby got a secret
Korn::i feel like a freak on a leash
Backstreet Boys::backstreets back alright
The Beatles::the yellow submarine
Sublime::i don't practice santaria i don't got a crystal ball
J.Lo::don't be fooled by the rocks that i've got
*Nsync::bhy bhy bhy
Limp Bizkit::it's just one of thoes day were u don't wanna wake up
Stacie Orrico::i dunno
Creed::with arms wide open
Britany Spears::opps i did it again,
Good Charlotte::ohhh my love please don't cry
Christina Aguilera::i'm a geanie in a bottle u gotta rub me the right way
Eminem::i'm sorry momma i never ment to hurt u
Kelly Clarkson::nope
Kelly Osbourne::papa don't preach
Mandy Moore::nope
Eve::who's that girl la la la la la
Aaliyah::if first you don't succed brush urself off and try again
Nelly::i am number 1
Alicia Keys::some ppl want it all but i dont want nuttin at all
Incubus::she called out a warning WARNING don't ever let life pass u by
Favorites
Color::PINK
Food::broccoli beef
Song::Linkin park-place for my head
Show::friends
School subject::art
Band/singer/artist::LINKIN PARK
Animal::dog
Outfit::my black dickies and pink and black holey shirt
Radio station::105.3
Movie::donnie darko
Pair of shoes::coverse black
Cartoon::samuria jack
Actor::orlando bloom
Actress::angelina jolie
Potato chip::jalepeno
Drink::iced tea
Soda::pepsi
Holiday::halloween
Perfume/cologne::ralph/curve
Pizza topping::hawaii
Jello flavor::strawberry
Lunch meat::turkey
Card Game::13
Video game::Final Fantasy
Website::www.lpunderground.com
Book::the beach
Computer game::don't have one
Number::27
Cereal::honey nut chex
Comedian::Pablo Francisco
Dessert::cheesecake
Disney character::Jack Skellington
Clothing store::Hot topic
Past time::just chillaxing
Teacher::mrs.kirk
Childhood toy::go cart
Carnival game/ride::the ship ride
Candy bar::reese peanut butteranything
Magazine::amp
Salad dressing::italian
Thing to do on the weekend::go see a show at the gaslighter
Hot drink::hot tea
Season::summer
Sport to watch::hockey
Person to talk to online::briana
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets::bombay print
What color are your bedroom walls::bright green
Do you have posters on your wall::yes
If so of what::Linkin Park, Orlando Bloom, Paul Walker, Chad Micheal Murray, Colin Farrel
Do you have a tv in your bedroom::yes
How many pillows are on your bed::3
What do you normally sleep in::undershorts and a wife beater
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas::monkey undershorts and my pink wife beater
What size bed do you have::twin
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed::nope normal bed
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom::yes
Describe the last nightmare you had::last nite
Do you sleep with stuffed animals::nope
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::me
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::me
Any unusual sleeping positions::i put my pillows at the opposite edge of my bed
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling::nope
Do you snore::i dont kno
How about drool::no
Do you have an alarm clock in your room::yes
What color is the carpet in your room::haard wood floor
What's under your bed::a bunch of stuff
This or that
loser/wannabe::loser
Doughnuts/bagels::doughnut
Day/night::night
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west::wicked witch of the west
Heaven/hell::heaven
Make love/have sex::have sex
Coffee/tea::tea
Hamburgers/hotdogs::hamburgers
Rap/rock::rock
Britney/Christina::britney
Swiss cheese/american cheese::swiss cheese
Real World/Road Rules::real world
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync::nsync
Silver/gold::silver
Nike/Adidas::adidas
McDonalds/Taco Bell::mcdonalds
Sweet/sour::sour
Punk/emo::punk
Hot/cold::hot
Winter/summer::summer
Spring/fall::fall
Operas/plays::plays
Read/watch tv::watch tv
Cd's/tapes::cd
Dvd's/vhs::dvd
Old/new::new
Shorts/skirts::skirts
Pink/red::pink
Colored pictures/black and white photos::back and white
Meat/vegetables::meat
Mexican food/chinese food::chinese
Commercials/infomercials::commercials
Scary movies/comedies::both
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits::bikinis
Sandals/tennis shoes::tennis shoes
Dogs/cats::dogs
Unicorns/fairies::fairies
Water/land::water
Sugar/spice::spice
Black/white::black
ribbons/bows::ribbons
Chicken/beef::chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights::white
Cars/trucks::trucks
Austin Powers/James Bond::austin powers
Popcorn/pretzels::pretzels
Hip/hop::hop
Passionate kiss/peck::passionate kiss
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling::real wrestiling
Back rub/foot massage::back rub
Picture frames/photo albums::pic frames
Pens/pencils::pens
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem::over rated
Virgins::also over rated
God::is everywhere
The Osbournes::are funny
Reality TV::too much take it back
J.Lo::let's not even go down this road
Religion::ok for you to have don't spread it to people who don't wanna hear about it
Emo music::yeah take that back too
Valentine's Day::sad day
Christina Aguilera's comeback::is drug related
Homosexuals::are alrighty
Abortion::is wrong
Inter-racial relationships::are fine
Murder::is wrong
Death::is depressing
Obesity::is everywhere
Pre-marital sex::is ok
Terrorism::is rediculous and stoopid
Pornography::hey to each his own
Fortune Tellers::are interesting
Threesomes::i really have no comment
Prostitution::should be enforced some more
Politics::no comment
Country music::IS CRAP
George W. Bush::IS CRAP ALSO
Cloning::who cares
Britney's boobs::are fake
Gas prices in America::are rising and rising and rising.....
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack::Brett
Tiffany::some prep
Ben::drummer of Salchichez
Maria::hmmm i dunno
Jennifer::LOPEZ
Nicole::yeah got nutin for that one either
Amy::'s got a gun
Adam::my cousin
Richard::nada
Arnold::HEY ARNOLD!
Tom::my ex
Melissa::a chick i kno a lil
Charlotte::good chalotte
Harold::nope
John::someone important
Joel::lead from gc
Vanessa::old friend
Michelle::also old friend
Kevin::nope
Brent::sounds like brett.....so my best friend
Jake::some stoner
Billy::stoner wannabe
Sarah::THE COOLEST PERSON EVER!
Natalie::nada
Christy::a twin
Nick::molester
Linda::old principal
Taylor::grrrrrrr
Jordan::annoying kid
Jamie::old buddy
Adrian::old BEST buddy
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone::yes
Been on a diet::yes
Been to a foreign country::yes
Broken a bone::nope
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling::yes
Swear at a teacher::yes
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages::nope
Got in a fight::yes
Dated a teacher::nope
Laughed so hard you peed your pants::nope
Thought about killing your enemy::yes
Gone skinny dipping::yes
Met another gj member in the flesh::nope
Told a little white lie::yes
Told a secret you swore not to tell::yes
Stolen anything::yes
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid::yes
Been on TV::nope
Been on the radio::yes
Been in a mosh pit::yes
Been to a concert::yes
Dated one of your best friends::yes
Loved someone so much it makes you cry::yes
Deceived somebody close to you::yes
Broken the law::yes
Been to a rodeo::nope
Been on a talk show::nope
Been on a game show::nope
Been on an airplane::yes
Got to ride on a firetruck::yes
Came close to dying::nope
Cheated on a bf/gf::nope
Gave someone a piggy back ride::yes
Terrorized a babysitter::nope
Made a mud pie::yes
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff::yes
Snuck out of the house at night::yes
Been so drunk you don't remember your name::yes
Had an eating disorder::nope
Felt like you didn't belong::yes
Felt like the 3rd wheel::yes
Smoked::yes
Done drugs::yes
Been arrested::nope
Had your tonsils removed::nope
Gone to camp::yes
Won a bet::yes
Written a love letter::yes
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love::yes
Written a love poem::nope
Kissed in the rain::nope
Slow danced with someone you love::nope
Participated in an orgy::nope
Faked an orgasm::nope
Stolen a kiss::yes
Asked a friend for relationship advice::yes
Had a friend steal your bf/gf::yes
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love::nope
Gotten a speeding ticket::nope
Done jail time::nope
Had to wear a uniform to work::nope
Won a trophy::yes
Thrown up in public::yes
Bowled a perfect game::nope
Failed/got held back::nope
Got perfect attendance in grade school::nope
Roasted pumpkin seeds::nope
Taken ballet/karate lessons::nope
Attempted suicide::yes
Cut yourself::yes
Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes::yes
Did you own Treasure Trolls::yes
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210::yes
Did you play Simon Says::yes
Did you watch Fraggle Rock::nope
Did you wet the bed::yes
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed::yes
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them::yes
Were you shy::nope
Were you spoiled::yes
Were you abused::nope
Did you go to the circus::yes
Did you go to the zoo::nope
Were you in a car accident::yes
Did you build snowmen::yes
Did you cry when you scraped your knee::yes
Were your older cousins mean to you::yes
Did you think slinkies were cool::yes
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer::yes
Were you afraid of the dark::yes
Did you have slumber parties::nope
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?:nope
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany::nope
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy::yes
Randomness
Do you believe in aliens::nope
Name three things that are next to your computer::phone lamp and journal
Do you have any hidden talents::i dunno they are hidden so how am i supposed to find them?
Do you wish MTV would play music videos::yeah
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be::an action movie
What would your movie star name be::I dunno
Do you play any sports::not any more
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen::the exorcist
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently::butterfly effect
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen::that christmas movie with arnold swartzeneger
Do you drive::nope
What is your dream car::skyline
Do you think your good looking::hell yeah
Do others think you are good looking::i dunno
Would you ever sky dive::yeah
Do you believe in Bigfoot::nope
How many rooms do you have in your house::4
Are you afraid of roller coasters::nope
Do you believe in God::yeah
Do you believe in Satan::yeah
Do you believe there is a heaven::yeah
Do you believe there is a hell::yeah
Do you own a pooltable::nope
Do you have a pool::yes
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen::yes
Do you like chocolate::yes
Who/what is on your 2003 calendar::it was a joke of the day calendar
How many U.S. states have you been to::6
Ever wished on a shooting star::yes
Best Halloween costume you ever wore::a cowgirl outfit
Do you carry any weapons on you::nope
What is your weakness::myself
Name something you can't get enough of::bon bons
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives::weird, hyper, and happi
How many kids do you want to have::4
Future daughters names::gwen, emily,sally
Future sons names::tomas, jack
What is your ideal way to die::quickly
How do you release stress::listen to music
Do you consider yourself a trendy person::nope
Are you an artisitic person::sometimes
Are you a realistic person?::mabey
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off::nope
Are you a strong person::nope
Are you a strong willed person::sometimes
Who is the last person to e-mail you::briana
Who is the last person to IM you::sara
Do you hate chain e-mails::yes
Are you a deep sleeper::yeah
Are you a good story teller::nope
What do you believe is your best quality::my hyperness
What is your greatest accomplishment::my outsanding girl of the school award in middle school
Do you like to burn candles or incense::both
Do you have your own credit card::yeah
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?::spend it
Do you have a check book::yeah
Do you like your drivers licence::no
Do you tan easily::yeah
What color is your hair naturally::brown
How many fillings do you have::4
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit::i dunno
Worst feeling in the world?:being unloved
Best feeling in the world::being loved
Is the glass half empty or half full::half full
Last thing you downloaded::music-goldfinger-fuck ted nugent
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?::yeah
What do you think people think of you::i dont know go ask them
Are you a likeable person::i think so
Do you need therapy::yeah
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance::nope
Do you love your bf/gf::dont have one
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP::NO CUZ THEY CANT MERGE UPS RULEZ!!!!!
When are you moving::dont kno
What's your favorite phrase::woo-woo

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[05 Aug 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Rancid-Timebomb ]

UGGGGHHHHH I HATE BEING STUCK IN MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!! I also hate that i live sooo fucking far away from chip's casa, everytime i call him he tells me i should come over and stuff but i can't it's three busses away. My doctor recommended that i stay away from dangerous activities for awhile and that includes excesive walking, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!?!?! exactly what is excesive walking? i think i should get chester to carry my sorry fucked up legged ass around, there's a pleasant thought. My mom said that unless i have people picking me up straight from my house i can't leave which blows hard cock. I have work on saturday from 12-7, SEVEN HOURS WOOO WOOO! damnit i wanna leave this house, I HAVE CABIN FEVER!!! HELP ME!!!!

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[03 Aug 2004|09:55pm]
[ mood | drowzy ]
[ music | goldfinger-fuck ted nugent ]

ok so i'm back.... i was grounded from the computer yet again, fun times. yeah so i learned how to skateboard and today i fucked up my leg really bad. my shin and achillies all swollen up and i have work tomorrow. i'm so tired and sleepy from the meds and i miss hangin out with chip,pj, and erik. i haven't seen then and mainly i just wanna see erik but i love hangin out with chip, apperently he only gets all sad and depressing around monica for some odd reason. and today nana gave me ish about not hangin out with her and all, well it's just cuz whenever i go over there it's never just happi but there's always some drama. and i'm actally really excited cuz i realized i really am over brett, and moved onto erik. i thought that when brett would come back from disney land all thoes feelings would come back, but they didn't. i felt accomplished, even though he showed up at my house on rollerblades with presents! i really hope that my leg gets un swollen by tomorrow and the pain goes away cuz work will suck with me limping. ok i'm really drowzy so i'm gunna go sleep......

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[16 Jul 2004|11:15pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Salchichez-On the line for u ]

TODAY WAS AWESOME!!!!Ok so finaly my miget came back!!!that's right briana is back and today she spent the whole day with ME. so she got to my house around 10 and we hung out a little here cuz i had to get ready and all. then we went to the mall and we had full intentions of seeing the cinderella story but we had less time then we thought, well when you are trying on all the clothes in the mall it takes up a lil time. then we had to go meet monica at tower cuz we were trying to get her to the Salchichez show tonite but the only way would be if we persuaded her mom to let her go to the show by accidently running into her. BUT HER MOM WASN"T THERE!!! so she drove us to her house and we went and got her mom to let her go and all, cuz i'm a genius. then we went back to the mall cuz i still had to find a present for sean, birthday on the 17th which is tomorrow. so when i finally did and i was so dead by this time cuz i've been up since 7 we went back to my casa and got ready for the show.
THE SHOW ROCKED!!! even though the crowd was small and not alot of energy it was still good stuff. Alex played with out his shirt because the shirt nappers stoled ito.O bizzare i know. then after the show we hung around and made new buddies, Bret and Alex, i actually got to talk to the guy cuz i never have before. We took pics of them which ill post later hopefully. I really wanna go next week, i'll have to beg my mom some more. but now i'm gunna go to sleep soooo tired now.....

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[15 Jul 2004|12:36pm]
I GOY THE JOB I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!U R NOW READING A JOURNAL OF THE NEWEST EMPLOYEE OF TOWER RECORDS!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPY DAYZ HAPPY DAYZ. goin to see how monica is doin....
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[15 Jul 2004|12:36pm]
I GOY THE JOB I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!U R NOW READING A JOURNAL OF THE NEWEST EMPLOYEE OF TOWER RECORDS!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPY DAYZ HAPPY DAYZ. goin to see how monica is doin....
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[14 Jul 2004|10:43pm]
i don't feel like updating....found out that monica is in a lot of shit, briana is coming back tomorrow night,and i have a job interview tomorrow at tower records, wish me luck........
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stole from lex [13 Jul 2004|06:08pm]
Ever Been Called:*

Dumb?: yes'mm
Retarted?: yes'mm
Ugly?: yes'mm
Hot?: yes'mm
Fat?: yes'mm
A waste of space?: yes'mm by my mom nice i know
Useless?: yes'mm
Smelly?: yes'mm
A Slut?: nope'mm
Beautiful?: yes'mm but only on tuesdays
Smart?: sometimes
Quiet?: nope'mm
Boring?: mabey behind my back....
A Bitch?: sometimes
Rebel?: yes'mm
Conceited? yes'mm

Currently:*

What are you wearing?: cut-off jeans,black wifebeater,undergarments,glasses, and jellies
Who are you talking to?: cat and jack
How is the weather?: sunny and warm
What are you listening to?: Linkin Park-And One
What/Who are you thinking about?: Jack
What are you eating/drinking?; Fajitas and Lost...
What are you looking forward to?: Salchichez show on friday
What are you dreading?: work tomorrow
How are you feeling?: sleepy.
How is your hair?: little off to the side
What time is it?: 6:19 pm
What are you annoyed by?: my brother

Emotions:*

What emotion do you feel the most?: insanity
What emotion is the best?: love
Worst?: not being loved back
What songs make you cry?: i dunno when i'll figure it out i'll tell ya
What movies make you cry?: a beautiful mind
What always cheers you up?: my jack
What makes you madder than anything?: my mom and ignorant people
What hurts you the most?:being stabbed in the back
What do you do when you're depressed?: sleep and eat
What song do you think was written about your life?: mhhhhhh....

When Was The Last Time You:*

Burped?: coupla seconds ago
Went to the movies?: yesturday
Went out to eat?: today
Cried?: last friday
Got dumped?: a while ago
Dumped someone?: a while ago
Threw up?: years ago
Went skating?: awhile ago
Went for a walk?: a lil while ago
Ate ice cream?:this morning
Got into a fight?: this morning

Issues:*

Do you do drugs?: nope
Do you have a mental disablity?: mabey.....i dunno
Are you on any medication for anything?: birth control
What kind?:i dunno
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: nope'mm
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: alcoholism

Who was the last person you

Talked to?: Jack
Yelled at?: my mom
Kissed: my mom
Hugged?: jack
Went out to eat with?: I dunt kno
Flirted with?: see above
Talked to on the phone?: jack
IMed?: cat
E-Mailed?: my mom
Got flowers from?: never recived any flowers =(
Danced with?: cat and danielle
Fought with?: my mom

Are you:*

Understanding?: sometimes
Pretty?: HELL YEAH
Nice?: sometimes
A bitch?: I dunno
Hard to get?: .......i dunno?
Confident?: yeah
Depressed?: mabey sometimes
Hyper?: YA HUH
Friendly?: yes'mm
Hungry?: nope'mm
Original?: according to me
Shy?: nope'mm
Emotional?: nope'mm
Messy?: yes'mm
Immature?: if i wanna be
Sad:? a little
Trusting?: yes'mm
Healthy?: HELL NO
Sleepy?: yes'mm
Lonely?: yes'mm
Independent?: yes'mm
Romantic?: yes'mm
Do you party a lot?: not recently
How often do you use the word "like" in an average hour?: like all the like time
Do you skip classes?: yes'mm
Do you steal?: sometimes
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: whatdoyamean?
Do you watch a lot of TV?: yes'mm
Do you ever watch the News?: nope'mm
Do you read books often?: yes'mm
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: nope'mm
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: i try
Do you smoke cigarettes?: nope'mm
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: mall
Do you cuss a lot?: fuck yeah
Are you desperate to fit in?: i could give a damn, in fact i dooo
Are you intelligent?: sometimes
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: not usually
Make-up?: yes'mm
Low-cut tops?: sometimes
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: hmmmmm....yeah no
Giggle a lot?: nope'mm
read YM, Teen, Cosmo, at all?: yes'mm

In the last 24 hours, have you:*

Cried: nope'mm
Bought something: new vines cd
Gotten sick: nope'mm
Sang: yes'mm
Eaten: yes'mm
Been kissed: yes'mm
Felt stupid: yes'mm
Met someone new: yes'mm
Moved on: nope'mm
Talked to someone you have a crush on:yes'mm
Had a serious talk: yes'mm
Missed someone: yes'mm
Hugged someone: yes'mm
Fought with your parents: yes'mm

Personal:*

Who is your role model: ME
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes'mm
Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes'mm
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: nope'mm
Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yes'mm and i'm sry i did
Do you want to get married: yes'mm
Do you want kids: yes'mm(7 of 'em LOL)
Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: i dunno
Are you happy with you: yes'mm
Are you happy with your life: yes'mm i think its alrighty always room for improvement though
Pierce your nose or tongue?: tongue
Be serious or be funny?: funny
Do you have a crush?: yes'mm
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[13 Jul 2004|12:20am]
[ mood | tired ]

today was so awesome!!! I spent the whole day, well practical with my JACK!!!!We saw King Arthur,question (for anyone who's seen the movie)it the head saxon guy played by gefrey rush???,but any way the movie was alrighty. then we just hung around the mall looking for gift ideas for sean's b-day. And i have fallen in mad love of one of the store's in Oakrige. It's like John T's and King of Knives rolled into one except more fantasy. then i had to go to work, where i got yelled at for not being early enough(i was supposed to be 30 min early and i was 20) yeah that was nice. Jack ordered shrimp fried rice(extra shrimp and no veg OF COURSE)and hung out untill chris picked him up. then work was total death, around 5:30 pm the entire bay area decided to get some chinese food.....i almost die OHHHH JOY!now me and ashley have been screwing around with my LJ layout and she screwed it up pretty bad so she's gunna fix it HA!

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[11 Jul 2004|10:39pm]
I've been sooo bored....today seriously sucked butt. I had to go to church with my parents which just pist me off cuz i don't like going to that church, i like the one me and jack go to and my mom wasn't having it. she gave me a whole speech about how i should respect my family's decison rather than my friends....yeah ok...so afterwards we went to jamba juice and sears for family reasons, all i wanted was to go back home and go to bed but no we had to go grill hunting....WTF is that?!?!? anyway i got back home and jack called and apologized that he couldn't hang out with me today because he had work, which bummed me out cuz we were gunna go see King Arthur together....but when he got to work he called me and we were talking for a long time, which reminded me that he's the only guy and person who i can carry a long ass conversation w/o being bored. we made plans for tomorrow to hang out untill i have work =D then i litterly did nothing allllll day long it was sooo boring, i seriously had thoughts of strangling myself with the laptopcharger chord....and now i'm looking at my live journal and i need a new layout anybody wanna do one for me =DDDDDDD?
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[10 Jul 2004|05:23pm]
I GOT A LETTER!!! HA ok so I have this rule that if any of my friends go away some place they have too write me a letter....AND MY JACK ACTUALLY DID!!! I'm gloating quite alot right now, it's hard to get a note from this guy and he writes me a letter. i really didn't think he was gunna but he did.....I'm on cloud 9(wouldn't it be better if it was a seven? i think so)if you wanna visit my i'll be there, well mabey over there, HELL you'll see me...LOL
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[10 Jul 2004|03:16pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Muse-Time is running out ]

Yesturday was soooo bizzare!!! Well first of all i signed up on the meet and greet list for LPU(WOOOOO WOOOOO X7777777)SOOO excited about that. then i went to the beach with sara and company. that was muy fun but at work OMG. ok so at first i was just working along and there's this phone call and the guy is like what is your name?!?!? so i told him patty and he starts swearing and then yells who is your father and where does he work, over and over again so i hung up but i was so scared to pick up the phone again. then it was almost time for me to go and i got another phone call and it was some guy saying he is from the radio station and i was on the air. I was sooo confuzed!!! then i got in the car with my mom and she started talking to me about how i stole her house key to make duplicates so that if she ever kicks me out i'll have a back up and how i'm a liar. seriously i felt like i had taken ether or acid or some heavy shit like that cuz it was a complete trip.......and now i'm sooo bored like no ones business. good news my jack is finally coming back tomorrow but i guess that i'll be able to talk to him mabey on monday or tuesday cuz he's gonna be catching up on stuff with his gf Tria. well w/e atleast he'll be here.....

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SALCHICHEZ!!! [08 Jul 2004|11:09pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | 311-all mixed up ]

The concert was AWESOME!!!! the other groups were ok but ofcourse salchichez was the best. they played one of their brand new songs and mid song Chip was like i need someone to come up here and dance with me. So how could anyone decline??? Cat,Danielle, and your's truly went up there. it was so pro, afterward we were dubbed the official Salchichez groupies!!! there's a life goal to cross off. then after the show we hung out on the back patio area and we asked chip for autographs he replied"only if I'm allowed to sign your boobs" and then procceded to hunt down a sharpie. while we waited for chip to come back and sign our boobs, this guy named jeff(completly fucked up) and starts talkin to us. he seemed really awesome, even though he was half drunk and such. then chip came back with a sharpie and signed our boobs, jeff did as well. then jeff had to leave and get unfucked up for work tomorrow, so we all exchanged #'s and he left. great fun today but i have entirely too much energy still left in me. I won't be able too fall asleep for awhile. and i'm hungry i need fuel.....

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[08 Jul 2004|09:59am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Bad Religion-Los Angeles is Burning ]

I am AWAKE!!!! dear jesus....people calling me at all hours of the morning and now that I'm awake nobody calls.....what is wrong with people?!?!?! SALCHICHEZ TO-NITE AT THE GASLIGHTER!!!!! Excitement at 10 o'clock in the morning you should be amazed, honestly who is awake at this hour who has the intention of talking to people.....YOU ALL SHOULD BE SLEEPING ITS FUCKING SUMMER(not cool i don't like it) Well I'm gonna go on my daily adventures in cyberspace.....first stop LPU ofcourse...

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